wow, it’s such a shock to see a post from this url! you were right in your ask reply, i’ve been having a really rough time. i don’t foresee improvements in the near future :/ uuggghhh. i’m sorry to hear you’re not well either, love.
Yeah, I’ve been thinking about this blog a lot lately and I decided to post and see who’s still around. I’m seriously considering making my active blog a personal one because I literally have no outlet at the moment. It’s awful but, so many shocking, terrible things have all happened in sequence that I feel like it was almost inevitable that a relapse would occur at some point.
I just wish you didn’t have to go through all of this. I’m so sorry that you’re having a rough time. Reading some of your posts really breaks my heart. If I can ever do anything, let me know!
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Wow, it’s been a long time!
I just started thinking about this blog, specifically all of the sweet people that I talked to when I posted here. I just wanted to drop a line or two and see how everyone is doing. I know a lot of people probably unfollowed but, if anyone is still around and active, I hope you’ve been doing well. I miss all of the friendly, wonderful people that made writing random feelings during the depths of my illness such a healing process for me.
I’m not completely well at the moment given the onslaught of recent tragedies in my life in the past year or so. However, I am trying to hold things together, at least somewhat.
Soooo….yeah!
This has been a post.
Feel free to message or reply if you wish.
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I’m not going to be posting here anymore.
I’m going to start posting on my other blog:
http:///www.sincerelycollie.tumblr.com
I feel like this blog represents that dark period in my life and I want to try to make a new start on here and in my life outside of the internet. I’ll post there about my life, personal pictures, this and that. I just don’t want to keep up a blog completely dedicated to the demons that I want to escape from. I want to put this chapter of my life to rest and really show who I am, not who my disorders are.
Feel free to follow me over there and I’ll follow back.
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Time to get off my ass and go tanning, woo!
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My medication is making me so fucking sick when I take it. I can barely even sleep because of the restlessness and nausea. I just want to get through this stage and get my body used to them because this sucks.
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You're a lovely person Collie. I can be horrible when drunk too, but it's just because I'm hurting, and letting it out in the wrong way. Don't beat yourself up.▼You’re always so sweet and kind, thank you :)
I brought him apology McDonald’s and he said that he didn’t even think much of it because he knew it was the alcohol. I still feel bad, though. Either way, it’s in the past. Thank you for this message and for your other one. It means a lot to me :)
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